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[12] :: FAIL-LOCKED TO KAZUMA, FEEL FREE TO BUTT IN AND EMBARRASS HER

Hey, Kazuma-kun?

What exactly do you have on your computer, since OZ doesn't work here in the Digital World?

...are you trying to get a rise out of someone Jake?

Maaaaaaybe~

Have you really just given up on the good person you could be? Because I can't believe that's what you want, Jake.

[she had been ignoring this rather silly (but somewhat amusing) post until this point, but she feels she needs to say something now that it's come down to them talking]

Quatre... it's really not worth it... you should just leave him alone...

But I like talking to people Haku. It's fun~

Talking, or provoking them? Because if its the latter then I'd rather end this conversation here...

I'm still capable of having conversations, Haku. All I said was I was going to spend money on porn. Nothing wrong with that.

Considering the topic turned to the fact that there's... [god, she hates that word] porn of DATS women before you ever piped up, I can only imagine what you were considering buying.

For all you know I want the porn of DATS Men. Or robots. Or other felines. Like Mini-me. Ever think of that?

Call it an educated guess, on what you want...

[there's a thickness to her voice, a sort of disgust that she's trying to hide but failing at miserably]

Heh. Sorry Haku, but I've gotten over you.

[He chuckles. He wants to reveal his secret but he's not going to. Not yet.]

[she doesn't sound... unconvinced, perse, but rather like she wants some kind of reassurance that he's telling the truth even when she knows from experience she can't actually trust him.]

... have you?

I have. Realized it's stupid to go after someone I can't have.

[Chuckles.]

How is cute little Kats by the way? Does he miss me yet?

... he's fine, no thanks to you.

I could have killed him. I didn't. Hmmm, curious isn't it?

I would love to think this is some sort of change in you, but really, all I feel is dread in my stomach knowing full well it's probably part of something more I can't see...

You should probably take a page out of everyone else's book and just discount it as me being childish or stupid. After all, what threat am I?

I--...

...

[there's a very odd silence from Haku, before the comm suddenly and abruptly disconnects]

It's not so much given up as it is accepting who I really am, Quatre.

I don't believe that! I can still feel that there is good in you! You're just ignoring it, because doing this, hurting other people, its easier than owning up to the fact that you hurt someone you really loved!

[Doesn't have experience in this, nope.]

Duo said you were just doing these things for yourself. Part of being in love, and being loved back means you do things for the sake of that person. Even if they are hard, or stupid, or even if you hate doing whatever it is. Loving someone else means you put them first! I know you still love Haku...and I know that rejection hurts, but that is no reason to go off and hurt others.

[There is a long silence after all that. Q can probably feel that guilt creeping up into his throat.]

I already found a solution to all that...

And what is that?

[He can't help being a little suspicious.]

Great thing about love, it changes. I can fall out of love and in love with someone knew, which I have.

...then I'm happy for you Jake.

[Not sure what else he can say to that.]

[Well that actually shocks him. That was the last thing he expected Quatre to say.]

Um...thank you?

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